It Could've Been Better

November 18, 2011
January 18, 2024

That's 4444 days.

You've never really cared about me, doctor. I really think you've always been used and numb to the long distance out of the Relationship like the rest of the "Church", because once you get In you don't care what the Brainless are going to "think". Something had "changed" since the last Time I contacted you, and now you were committed? I was no fool and I knew that was only an excuse to change not, since you could've just called your new boyfriend to join us in the meeting anyway. To be somebody in "society" was more important to you than (in) the Truth. Listening to Her and me would cause you troubles in your path towards the "future". It happened more than once, so I knew exactly what was going on.

Celebrate your merit now.

I've got none; only Grace and a passionate resolution to waste not such a great opportunity.